Are we getting divorce?
This has been a deep, heavy and strong issue for a loooooong time. More we talk , more we act, the situation gets worse... I mean... we've find out the way we love each other is really different, and the love we give each other is not content our lives, heart and not filing our ... love tank... we are now, understand the way we love each other is not chearing our lives, so we are kind of giving up to focus 'the different part' and moving on... is this a forward-looking compromise ? not giving up, but growing up?
Why we can't change the way we love each other for the way we want to be loved? Because our theory? philosophy?definition ? of love is different, and this part we cannot change. We understand we are different, but all the emotion, words, act, comes from what you belieaved on... so we feel 'humm....' sometime, and that is why we are not filling our love tank. We go out and do something to make myself good to feel out tank ... as a stopgap measure .... make sence? hehe...
I need passion to live... I always had and I always will... but right now, I found out my passion will break our relationship.... should I throw away my passion and live like a .... how?? how could I live??
now we are still living together, but our job is really busy so we dont have time to say something to each other... just say good moring, and have a good day in a morning, and ..... we hasn't spoken for a week in a night.... just sending text message say good night.
But life moves on, time moves on....
getting divorce is the best choice for our relationship... we both agreed on... I guess he was too good for me to become my husband. hehe...
well... wish us luck...
ciao...
oh, going away to New Zealand at the end of this month for a week... to recharge my battery and clear things my head.
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