Going to New Zealand

Hello everybody. Haven't write here for a long time, and I haven't write my cooking blog either. wooo. But, hey, I am off to New Zealand from 26th to May 5th. 10 days holiday. We (Japan) have a holiday called Golden week. It’s a national holiday and weekend actually, but we get off from work and it’s like a holiday. I decided to take 4 days extra day off from work, and make it to 10 days holiday. ^^.. Hum, I know the flights are expensive during this time, but I think I got a good deal ticket this time... My mother is in NZ right now. She is with her friend’s son. He is starting his school in Tauranga, NZ. I am excited to see him and my mother there. ^^

I will depart from Fukuoka international airport to Singapore. Stop there for about 5 hours and arrive at Auckland, NZ on 27th.

I might write this blog from NZ. hehe...

Have fun Orie
Ok, I will!

getting divorce.....?

Are we getting divorce?
This has been a deep, heavy and strong issue for a loooooong time. More we talk , more we act, the situation gets worse... I mean... we've find out the way we love each other is really different, and the love we give each other is not content our lives, heart and not filing our ... love tank... we are now, understand the way we love each other is not chearing our lives, so we are kind of giving up to focus 'the different part' and moving on... is this a forward-looking compromise ? not giving up, but growing up?

Why we can't change the way we love each other for the way we want to be loved? Because our theory? philosophy?definition ? of love is different, and this part we cannot change. We understand we are different, but all the emotion, words, act, comes from what you belieaved on... so we feel 'humm....' sometime, and that is why we are not filling our love tank. We go out and do something to make myself good to feel out tank ... as a stopgap measure .... make sence? hehe...

I need passion to live... I always had and I always will... but right now, I found out my passion will break our relationship.... should I throw away my passion and live like a .... how?? how could I live??

now we are still living together, but our job is really busy so we dont have time to say something to each other... just say good moring, and have a good day in a morning, and ..... we hasn't spoken for a week in a night.... just sending text message say good night.

But life moves on, time moves on....

getting divorce is the best choice for our relationship... we both agreed on... I guess he was too good for me to become my husband. hehe...

well... wish us luck...

ciao...

oh, going away to New Zealand at the end of this month for a week... to recharge my battery and clear things my head.

Ahh Spring

The weather is getting nicer and nicer. Cherry Blossoms are sooo beautiful. I am going to up date some picture later.

3 people left and 2 new people came to our office today. Yes, today is the biginning of the year tearm. I will be very busy this year... ahhahha... ^^